He has made me glad. He has made me glad. I will rejoice for he has made me glad.
Worship the
Lord with gladness. Come before him with
joyful songs.
I will enter his gates with
thanksgiving in my heart. I will enter
his courts with praise.
Thanksgiving
is a time of joy. It is a time for our
spirits to be uplifted. Everyone just
feels good when Thanksgiving rolls around.
Well, that is, unless they don’t.
What if we
feel hard pressed; sometimes it seems like from every direction?
What if we
feel perplexed? We just can’t get any
traction. Our heads are spinning. We are overwhelmed with what is going on in
our lives and the insane world that we live in.
What if we
feel persecuted? It’s not just that we
don’t understand the world. It’s that
some in this world don’t’ like us and make a point to do what they can to make
our lives miserable.
What if we
have actually been struck down, knocked down, and kicked around? We have lost a job, had a stroke, had our car
repossessed, or suffered a death of a loved one.
Can we
really sing with thanksgiving?
I will enter his gates with
thanksgiving in my heart. I will enter
his courts with praise.
But what if
the words come out.
I lost my job, my uncle died, and all
my bills are still unpaid. What song can
I sing today?
That’s a
tough challenge. Can we still be
thankful? All of us have so much to be
thankful for in all circumstances but can we muster true thanksgiving in our
hearts when the world is pressing in from all sides.
Paul tells
us that the strength that he knows is not his.
He is but a clay pot. He is a
common vessel but has this all surpassing power from God. He is going through trials, but has not yet
bottomed out.
The trials
have not gone away, but he is still hanging in there.
He is pressed,
but not crushed.
He is
perplexed but does not despair.
He is
persecuted but God has not abandoned him.
He is struck
down but not destroyed.
Sometimes it
is really hard to be thankful for the things in our lives when it seems that
the things in our lives make us hard pressed, perplexed, persecuted, and even
struck down.
Sometimes
when we just can’t find the blessings that bring our hearts to give thanks to
the Lord, we give him thanks in and for our trials, because in them we remain
faithful to our Lord.
This
faithfulness is our testimony.
Sometimes, perhaps many times, our faithfulness in our trials may not be
for our immediate blessing, but it blesses those who witness our testimony.
Sometimes
our trials of this age will only bring us glory in the age to come. Sometimes we have no immediate relief from
the world that persecutes us and knocks us down.
Sometimes it
feels like we are wasting away, swimming upstream, or trying to build a paper
Mache house in an Oklahoma windstorm.
Sometimes our
life just seems so bad that we must fix our eyes on what we can’t see. We forgo seeking our relief in the temporary
and are content in the eternal reward that awaits us.
Sometimes we
just have to tough it out in the here and now.
Sometimes when we say that we have died with Christ, it feels like that
is exactly what is happening to us—that we are dying.
We are ready
to be raised to life with him but the world is closing in on us and we feel
like we are getting too much of this pressed and crushed and persecuted
business without any relief in sight.
But we press
on towards the goal. We proclaim Jesus
as Lord even in our trials. Sometimes it
seems as if death is at work in us that that life may be at work in others.
Sometimes we
just persevere until the day that we are raised to life with Christ. Sometimes we know how Paul felt as he penned
this part of this letter to Corinth.
We persevere
to the end, but this is not an endurance test without benefits in this
world. It is just that sometimes, we are
called to sacrifice as the benefactors
so those around us may be the beneficiaries.
Sometimes we
persevere so that the grace that is
reaching more and more people may cause thanksgiving to overflow to the glory of God.
Sometimes we stay the course so that others will see our
faith and hope even in the worst of circumstances and come to know the grace of
God.
Sometimes being a living sacrifice means persevering through
trials and persecution so that others may come to know the Lord.
I will
contort Paul’s mantra of selfless utility somewhat to fit this pericope. We persevere all things, in all trials, so
that some might be saved and bring glory and thanksgiving to God.
So that some
might be saved.
So that some
will give thanks to God.
We sing
count your many blessings, but we have days when it is hard to see what we do
have because of what is pressing in on us, everything that doesn’t make sense,
those who truly persecute us, and even being knocked down in life.
We have days
when our trials seem so insurmountable that singing give thanks with a grateful heart just seems impossible.
But we still
proclaim Jesus as Lord. We still
strive to be the light that shines in the darkness of this modern world. We stay the
course in spite of our trials and tribulations and in so doing, we will bring
some who may be living in darkness to see the goodness of God and come to know
him and his grace and give thanks to him.
In those
days or weeks or months when life seems to be obscuring our blessings and we
struggle to sing with thanksgiving in our heart; we stay the course proclaiming
God and his goodness, Christ and his death as verification of God’s love for
us, and Jesus raised to life as our hope—even in the worst of times.
Sometimes
faithfully staying the course of discipleship will evoke thanksgiving in
others.
Sometimes
just holding on to hope for one more day will be enough light to lift the
blindness of an unbeliever.
Sometimes
just taking the next step in faith in the unseen is enough to bring glory to
God.
Even if
right now, you can’t sing I will enter
his gates with thanksgiving in my heart.
I will enter his courts with praise, but you continue to love one
another, pray without ceasing, tithe, serve, and faithfully trust God and his
goodness, proclaim Jesus as Lord, and do all that you can be to be the light of
the world and the salt of the earth; you might just evoke thanksgiving to God
in those who witness you negotiating your trials.
You might be
doing more than you know in just faithfully staying the course.
Sometimes we
give thanks just by trusting in the Lord and acknowledging him every step of
the way, even if that way is marked with being hard pressed and perplexed,
persecuted, and even knocked down. Sometimes
our trust in the Lord in the worst that the world can throw at us shines
brighter than the most melodious song that we can offer.
If at all
possible, sings the songs of thanksgiving and praise with all of your
heart. We can trade in our sorrows. We can have peace that goes beyond our
understanding. We can know the joy of
the Lord in the worst of circumstances.
But if the
world is closing in on you and you feel hard pressed, don’t be crushed. If you are perplexed, do not despair. You may be persecuted but you are not abandoned.
You may get knocked down but
you are not destroyed. Stay the
course of faithfulness to your Lord and Master and you may just evoke
thanksgiving from the most surprising people and places.
Your
faithfulness in tough times brings glory to God. You can be
thankful with your life even when it is so difficult to be thankful with your
lips.
As we grow
in grace, we will become thankful in all things and in all ways, but for the
time being we are still growing. Some
are still struggling to have thanksgiving in their hearts. When we struggle, the words of thanksgiving seemed forced.
We want the
words of our mouths and the meditations of our hearts to be pleasing in the Lord’s
sight. We do, but sometimes, the words
won’t come.
But we
remain thankful in our faithfulness.
This is not stoicism. This is
faith under fire. This is faithfulness
during trial. This is our living
sacrifice and sometimes it feels like a sacrifice.
Faithfulness
is how we give thanks to God when we can’t sing the songs—our lives say, Thank you Lord!
Our lives say, thank you Lord.
When I was
running a lot, I had a favorite seven-mile route that I did three or four times
a week. Going out was a series of ups
and downs, gentle hills. I loved these. I would accelerate up the hill, almost to a
sprint and then coast down the back side.
These were
short and manageable ups and downs, but on the back side of the run was a
one-mile stretch where there was no relief.
It was one long gradual uphill mile.
While on the
first part of the route, I could think and compose and even draft orders in my
mind; for this one mile, I just had to get up the hill.
There was no
dialogue or creative thought going on in my mind while the endorphins took care
of my body. I had to just keep going.
Obviously, I
chose this route because I wanted the challenge. I wanted to push myself.
In our
lives, we generally don’t get to pick our long and arduous uphill stretches,
and sometimes that abundant life doesn’t seem quite as abundant as we had
pictured.
Sometimes we
just gut it out through these times, hardly singing I will rejoice for he has
made me glad, perhaps with just some repetitive words: Thank you Lord, thank you Lord, thank you
Lord, thank you Lord…
I hope that
you can sing songs of thanksgiving and praise and lift up the joy that we know
in our hearts right now. I pray that one
day you can do this in any circumstance.
Paul learned
to be content in any circumstance, but my hope is that you may be thankful in
any circumstance.
But for
those times when we are pressed, perplexed, persecuted, and struck down and the
words won’t come, keep the faith, follow Jesus, proclaim him as Lord and let
your very life be such a light that brings glory to God so that others will
lift up songs of thanksgiving for you.
People will
see your faithfulness to the Lord in trying times and lift up songs of
thanksgiving.
Amen.
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